Because mine has degenerated into almost nothing. It really doesn’t even take that long. Insert bitter laughter.
I don’t have much time to write these days and while I consider myself slightly more experienced than others, all the knowledge does shit for me when I’m actually writing. All the stupid tips and tricks I’ve hoarded over the years come up to a big fat zero when I can’t muster up the courage to put down the words on the page.
There aren’t excuse I can make to justify me not writing. I do feel a lot of guilt because I’ve neglected it. Why is this so hard? Why can’t I do this? How far do I have to go before it gets easier?
Does it ever get easier?
I’m pretty pathetic and a terrible writer. Don’t mind me.